A post 4 :*ME & :*MYSELF & :*MARY !

آخرین شب سال 1383 ، آخرین شب سال کنکور من! احساس خوبی ندارم ، احساس خیلی عجیبی دارم ... امروز خیلی خوشحال بودم .. الان خیلی حالم گرفته است ... درست می شه ... سخته ولی می شه ... در این مورد گذشت زمان کافیه و درستش می کنه (البنه نه به تنهایی ولی تقریباً موثر ترین عامله) ولی در بقیه ی موارد خیلی به من بستگی داره ... وای احساس می کنم می خوام یکی رو کتک بزنم .. یکی که استحقاقشو داره ... ووی من ازین به بعد قهوه نخورم خب؟

u mak em e feel so emotio nal I cann't let go I'm so emotional ... u make m e feel so emotional ... (eykaash mishod hameye sedaahaayi ke mishnavamo piyaade konam injaa , vali khob nemishe :( ) hala yeki dige

to release me , ...that don't mean I'm gonna give it away baby baby baby ... if you wanna be ... I can make your wish come true ... come come come on & let ... out

you know what I'm thinkin about right now ?

MY BEST FRIEND IS A GENIUS !! & she's the COOLest girl EVER ! WOW! I'm completely speechless ! I just wanna meet her as soon as possible , she's my best , she brings up the best in me , she's just so understandable & sweet ! - L i V E H E R o & I know

D A T v H E L O s E S M E 2 I feel like I'm N EVOL with her... what it feels to FEEL death near yourself ? that must feel not bad 'cause that's when one can really feel what's the difference between bein' alive or dead !... anyway , I gotta know what has happend for her to make her think so , was that really a dream? I was in there , she was talkin' to me ... that's so wonderfully weird ... why others make fun of the things they cann't understand? WHY DO THEY MAKE FUN OF THE PERSONS THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND ? WHY ARE THEY SUCH IDIOTS? WHY THEY WANNA STAY STUPID?

...I gotta figure it out , it's so important for me to know what EXACTLY happend to make her see those things ... is it possible to dream when you're awake & conscious? I've gotta see her ...